Sunday, June 15, 2025

Game of telephone


Its been almost a year since I last posted a poem. The latest one is about noise and the speed of it. Remember playing the telephone game. Most of the time we did not say the original message. I think that's because we hear everything around us. Everything but what the original person said. Take a second to hear the original mesage 

game of telephone 

by Becca Joy

I always hear a question asked
what’s the latest one by chance
Playing a game of telephone
for an answer lost and found
among all the sounds I heard
when I listened more closely

Standing still one morning
footsteps going everywhere
car radio turned off
will the birds greet me
more wind rushes by
driver’s side door is now closed
checking to see money, jingle
what’s next to listen for?

Blink before pictures taken
hello becomes many conversations
a video before it gets uploaded
I walk out of a nearby store

Snack wrapper crinkles open
where has the quiet been hiding
far away from dog barks
and whirl of modern works

Pulling out airpods quickly
taking a breath — audiobook cued
hearing only one thing: a chapter
daydreams of outer stars and fireflies
slower speeds of noise and sound
did I hear the first message correctly?


Sunday, January 12, 2025

Book

 This is an update that is a long time coming. Have you read or heard about my second book. It's called Extra ordinary. I am beyond proud of it. It has been a test of my perfectionism. Yes you read that. Later this year you can read poems that I wrote in my late 20s and early 30s. Here is the cover. 


Saturday, June 22, 2024

Time Capsules Library

 Time Capsules Library 

l've taken many photos
flipped back on years later
screaming all too fast
you don't see what you did
how you looked stood up instead
they say a lot minus applause
images reflected in a mirror
would delete now
told in the glass shatters
I've asked who is in the picture

the answer crashes messily 
isn't it her past self at peace
picking apart what she hated 
throw it back and start over
put the thoughts away dear
one at a time two maybe
those fashion choices included
standing out a grateful omage
outside of our magazines
paper dolls and perfect closets
was someone uniquely dynamic

I am the person photographed
erasing all the noise heard
right now is who are you
intertwined by sunshine and stars
naming places recently viewed
take camera roll back happily
begin the journey of self

shift those thoughts forward
watch our north stars glow
pick out yearly time capsules
this is who I wanted to be
elements beyond film reels
take part in your most beloved
I've figured out who is in the pictures
Becca Joy 

Thursday, September 7, 2023

Secret Gardens

Secret Gardens 


if you took a look around
what doesn't stand out
is the idea of perfect
wants I can't measure
add up to worth questioned
if my good allows enough in
in to a secret garden
blooming different every hour

you take a look around
what stands out greatly
seen behind patterned walls
stained glass created once
written on each shard invisibly
narration opposes inner voice
worth full of priceless sun 
gate opens swiftly walk in

stand centered by roots edge
lovely pockets filled and hollow
faced with golden heaviness
lightness comes over silent air
heat wooshes by fresh laundry
a hint of tea in her mug
dab of sweet perfume on her wrists
twirls around lace and Polaroids

try planting all she carries
secrets cost good enoughs weight
begins to empty both pockets
while she stood and tears up
hopes interrupt locked irons
empty ground litters worn paper
with key to hold imperfection
walking out knowing she'd be back 

Becca Joy 

Tuesday, August 9, 2022

Dear Reflection

Dear Reflection

tell me what the mirror said
first thing this morning
how do I look flaws faced
i'm perfect really does not make sound
I can't say what it said
but all I know is a reflection

a reflection for how quiet
it's taken looking in telescopes
standing still and deep breaths
all strolls and no scrolls
mistakes not shown online
spontaneous ways we see
tell me what the mirror hasn't told

I listed off every one
it can't tell what I'm good at
or show me ways to improve
hello are you still there
one thing is always true
I can't tell you how to look
or what looks good on you

reflected back at me today
someone who has good days
someone who learns from bad ones
it takes time to love an image
find the beauty in our present

Becca Joy 

Sunday, February 6, 2022

Blessed Friends

 




My friend Melissa has been there for me so much. She has listened,read,baptized,asked and more. She came up to me for the first time. I was so out of my element. Now because of our friendship I am more than I think. She makes me feel like what I say matters. I cannot count the number of times we have laughed,cried,shined together. Thanks

Blessed Friends 


my thoughts have been altered
broken with little extra glow
how it becomes so appreciated
the days all blend together
making moments feel grand
people being so precious 
just because that's enough

read all wisdom and advice
from posts online in seconds
this feels not authentically real 
hearing it goes far deeper
I have given my whole heart
peices of wisdom later

no amount of thank yous
no reasons why 
i'm thinking of you reigns 
more love comes shouts out loud
we met in our 20s 
felt like life long friends

been through deep talks
been in multiple groups
teaching me to be more grateful
listening beyond hello
here's to what's to come 

Becca Joy 



















 









Saturday, May 8, 2021

30 and beyond

Now what. Lately I have been reading and hearing the same thing. What is your purpose and calling on your life. It is hard to plan out the next five years. Let alone what we are doing this weekend. 
You ask. You wrote one book. Are you going to write another. Yes but not as big. The last one was a lot of me wanting it perfect. Perfection as a writer is real. I almost did not publish my first. It was not perfect in my eyes. Letting go of that helped.
I have changed the definition of perfect. I think of it as letting things just be. Nothing is. I put out Altar of Stars and was afraid. Yes but art is all subjective. I did this book for me and not for the masses.  See below. I wanted to write a children's book and it changed. It changed into a poetry book. 


My calling is ???? Is it a spiritual gift. Something you are good at.  A job that I am great at. Etc...
How do success and my purpose collide. Making what we do imperfect. Not letting our purpose meet our ego. Not letting how  we look to people get in the way. 

Look out for my next work in the future.
Title: TBD




I wrote a book






https://beccajoy934515335.wordpress.com/2021/04/10/book/



Monday, December 14, 2020

Reclaim

 A little piece I wrote about 2020. We went from reclaim to reclaimed. It happened in our own way and time. 


reclaim


reclaim the impacts we have

self-care isn't selfish

who are we really stands out

our voice artistically one

make it scientifically important

how we see versus what we seek

faith turning into faithful moments

who we believed we aren't 


rediscover hobby once loved

ways of connecting with people

the art of cooking at home

reading with fun in mind 

nature helping lift our spirits

what we love about ourselves


rethink about habits to break

media we consumed weekly

little ways our money left

cost of spaces filled up

friendships that really mattered


render old into new creations

helping not just at the holidays

art being a tool for positivity

take a vacay escape reality

binge watch as we waited

ultimately said yes to 100% real


how much did we read

news filtered on the daily

second guessing every verse

life giving and changing

placing one quote on repeat

uplift on cloudy days


it began with redesigns

deleting apps and photos

unsubbed from countless emails

time began to simplify

one by one removed

let what matters rise


maybe all eco-friendly changed

baby steps have seen brightness

how care became therapeutic

teach new ways towards sustainability

whole ideas created single use

reuse is cool and waste less


at the end of the chaos

reclaimed so much

power to believe in ourselves

power to organize our lives

power to embrace quiet moments

power to find our own voice

power to smile and be kind


Becca Joy

Friday, September 18, 2020

Look Armored

Look Armored

how many times do you put on outfit
there's nothing too special
oh I have heaps of choices now
but it feels weird today
what I see gets twisted around
positively sees too much
hear praise of this label

ebbs and flow creek on the right
you could spend all day watching
identifying every last species
nature allows simplicity
idea little words mean lots
sometimes we call a trees real name
grace upon our current likes

tell me away from the mirror
rattle off tags on garments
easy right you have 30 seconds
now name 12 people and achievements
upload not sponsored by
retrace from concept to reality
there image changing so fast

price does not add up
it seems easy to guess
how much a shirt is worth
money leaving account soon
thrift and sale off limits
grand totals make you happy
only for a brief second

love has seen grand closets
look books in magazines
red carpets at awards
logos on almost everything
why is it hard to love ourselves
maybe the 1st step is happiness
ways to see people today

take off the armor ready 
see worthiness appear
pride beats ego never
shown bravery inside
buy at a cost fit in well
times an outfit can speak
who decides on wear it goes

maybe you're the special one
love is unbranding me and you

Becca Joy 

Camp

Camp

what is always around
maps and compasses north
point out correct direction
whomwe go towards
building skills along
ready to seek east
wake up chasing sweetly
making rustic feel glampy
here scheduling paces slow

Where she'll pick wild flowers
dance with coffee cup full
no regrets for midnight pizza
staying by shore too long
handmade smores a 10 right
rules are on vacation

bracing for fun this trip
lost is truly found
our circles become great
we bottle confidence now
expect a refill smartly
alone with her insecurity

looking up the stars grow
her grounded mind wanders
the last supper comes to view 
it reflects where little smiles
breaks bread and laughs 
camp misses every unfiltered photo 

Becca Joy 

Letters of Gratitude

Letters of gratitude

sometimes all you need is...
that facetime you needed so much
to hear a voice calm waves down
someone you met a while ago and
it clicked right away
is one text away during tough emotions 
being one phone call to listen
not speak quite so loud
make time for each other now
wonderful friendship rising up

the pictures lined first wall here
desk sat below in large corner
graced with one incredible quote
you are beautiful popped up
visualize how beauty affects light
thought of ours shining out loud
a debit found true goodness

thanks to your sisterly love
Amen God here and now
sometimes all you need is...
people hanging around
going deeper
being two unique individuals

Becca Joy

Tuesday, May 19, 2020

Prayers for the moment

Prayers for the moment

Pray for more ways to connect
pray for experiences over things
pray for deeper understanding of verse
pray for loving who we currently are
pray for being opposite of mirror images
pray for looking at places as special
pray for becoming a better you
praying for trying something once
pray for grace in our lives
pray for mistakes to be a part of it
pray for victories as a result
pray for days to challenge that
pray for missing smiles to return
pray for photos to remember togetherness
pray for friends authentic voice
pray for listening beyond hello
pray for always thinking of me
pray for what friends are going through
pray for making amens count
pray for people who live all over
pray for personal growth to happen
pray for dreams being rescued
pray for insert on for the world
pray for insert one for others
pray for insert your own
pray for those whose heart beats bigger
pray for what makes people important
pray for lives to be more peaceful
pray for us to come together as one
pray for those who run our day to day
pray for using skills in purposeful ways
Becca Joy



Monday, April 13, 2020

Gods Kaleidoscope




April 2020

Gods Kaleidoscope

because a passage says hello
rooms built just for them
made of golden threads
our walls drive spaces blank
coming outside reset mind
winds whisper too fast now
fire comes around darkness
water satisfies lands meal
earth grounds pages beat

tent cries asked gracefully
rain nourishes sleepy eyes
bigger amens rise tommorow
who thanks him daily
under the light created
early morning page scribbles
why does a verse jumble
maybe we understand differently

words are glanced upon
taken through messy rooms
cheat sheets camouflage perspective
invisible ink wells float
under layers of resources grand
starting fresh among it all
letters played anchor softly
camping made it feel right

lastly thing matter out here
bravely coming into new place
that's how idea found black light
what came gracefully born
a post out in seconds
heard ways not seen before
a question what do I tell God?

Dear God,
this may not be easy to say. Looking at other items. Not knowing exactly what to think. I have looked deep into your kaleidoscope every day. Blurred more than ever. Getting away was perfect way to recharge. Instead of seeing nothing, I saw everything. Clear on day one. Those moments being in your world matter. I want these to continue.

cost

cost

many lights adorned
hearts made of gold
wealthy more and more then some
big cities swallow up mountains
tall buildings multiply the few
metal and glass shatter across skylines

taxis whisper how small you are
blocks ground floors of steel
places tourist guides rave about
a must see wherever you roam
done below rooftops evaporate
all is heard but silent moments

horns at paces others slow down
steps so fast blocks crumble
here items don't matter one bit
treats are stars in lights
discovering something to love
wanting to step through windows

become part of this great display
money plays peekaboo loudly
big cities spend dollars voice
keep up with trends mirror sings
find yourself rich beyond chips
many talents graced first

Becca Joy

Sunday, April 12, 2020

Good



January 2020

Good

how many times can we answer
its too much sometimes right
you don't want to ever say
because good is all I can muster
good might be temporary maybe
besides hello starts dialogue
to really ask "how are you"
the best parts of these 7 days
the not great ups to downs
the different ways to feel

pause and identify underneath
heart and head stay true
what do I show everyday
how do I change it today
let each moment become amazing

waking up phone in hand
one by one apps open up
unlock phone first time
30 minutes later I wake
filled by others worlds
fueled by notifications buzz
forgetting I feel just okay
loving someone else's update
not seeing all my hallelujahs
all the best parts of today

each buzz extends heartbeat
checks feed right away
my inner voice says
what's going to happen wait
keep scrolling passes time
watching it go by quickly
look around just look
post details post pictures
my heart says no
does update get posted

instantly makes you feel better
like that sweater in a closet
a meal that is a love
place phone across the room
charged batteries to last 12 hrs
Am I at 100 percent this second
where do we fall on that
really never spill those secrets
I found good 75 percent richer
amazing 100 satisfactory

it's not the x amount of stuff
it's not typing pin fifty times
it's reading 25 pages tonight
it's turning off Netflix
it's doing what enriches us
it's saying this is what matters

Becca Joy











More

More

braver all the ways we speak
bigger with our ways we inspire
bolder brought in ways never seen
more happiness allows smiles to grow

amazing from point a to present
artsy under no set definition
animated to keep moving imperfectly
more creativity globally reaching

sweet harmony fitting out of the box
simply celebrating who we are
more inspired by those doing so
watching silhouettes go viral


Becca Joy




Her


March 2020. With the census this year. I was thinking about how society looks at
Females. They have to find there own self.

Her

were asked to fill out either or
male or female check mark
seeing that one option you are
does female match our society
here standing out matters less
expected to be dainty feminine
dress up in heels and makeup
look at celebrities image closely
pixels illuminate a moment in time
real sweats and graphic tees

mix it match it modify it
be confident all likes unique
able to say this is who I am
not letting an outfit speak out
love me not always the threads
put together in events code
keepers of impressing others
happily bonding among waves

where the water confuses
dressing trendy how about it
break away more like it
that's not all girls are made of
rescue inside those differences
generate new way for thoughts
crowned behind pretty faces
wardrobes worth an identity
she can be anything today

pretty little boxes lined up
clear spaces grains of sand
smashed into moving castles
tides of courage speak out
having a part of change

Fe makes all the noise
feeling how we really feel
fearless when it matters most
reading featuring her
feet that round each corner

watch before this routes up
how wonderful one is

Becca Joy






Tuesday, December 3, 2019

30 before 30

  1. Have courage from grace
  2. Do things that make you a little afraid
  3. Read more poetry out loud;embrace courage with words
  4. Do not be so hard on myself. Perfect is not an option.
  5. Don't expect the end result- embrace small details.
  6. Be the best version possible of myself
  7. Overcome little anxieties
  8. Write a book. 
  9. Update blog with more poems
  10. Pay off loan quicker
  11. Keep writing and trying different things
  12. Find balance in life
  13. Say one thing you like about yourself everyday
  14. Breathe deeply each day
  15. Pray and ask for help
  16. Learn how to cook my favorite dish,from my favorite restaurant
  17. Go to a French speaking place
  18. Sing when I am discouraged
  19. Live with a positive mindset.
  20. Read more poetry books again
  21. Hang out with great people more
  22. Do not worry about tenses so much
  23. Have one of my pieces read to music 
  24. Create a logo and buisness cards
  25. Watch every Reese Witherspoon movie 
  26. Smile more
  27. Do a trip to one of my favorite places
  28. Read a piece from my rough draft of book
  29. Learn how to record audio for my poems
  30. Host a 30th birthday party 

Wednesday, October 2, 2019

Made Up


September 2019

I heard a person speak about dead weights in our lives. I feel like this one is huge in our society. It's not easy to let go and be ourselves. Sometimes that is the greatest reward we can give ourselves

Made Up by Becca Joy

this industry cost billions
create perfect self confidence
the ability to become flawless
makeup is an art form today
only a part of getting ready

the world sees your face
doesn't listen to more of us
how we look speaks minus words
who we really are to them
show people hearts glowing

a heart full of gratitude
a heart kindly inspiring
a heart all boldly content

ads Instagram throughout routines
saying more in thirty seconds
how to get 100% confidence
pluck those eyebrows regularly
fill wrinkles look younger
change natural beauty a s.a.p

in a photo the world sees
before and after always
did you do something different
wait is the hair no lips
photoshop this and more
the person we expect to be

expect to look more ethnic
this picture is not postable
tears of a broken lens cap
love an outfit put on today
no one will remember it
when you hang it up tonight

take a moment to be a kid
messy buns and mascara gone
what we did I can't remember
the people I can

wipe away minutes by minute
shatter that mirror pieces
write on each one
mosaic of what is loved
wings that we try to hide
make those shards sing

at the end of our days
look into a bare face
powder and lipstick and more
removed for now tonight begins
forgetting what was reflected
love every moment fully

in the light of campfires
powerful stars and friendships
our voices magnify what matters
asking diving into what matters
this is what beautiful looks like

Becca Joy

Sunday, June 30, 2019

Daughters

Daughters

I open up my Bible one day
to lighten a grey sky
people and places the daily graces
take one verse slow and steady
as the rain outside storms
my own tears are weighted down
your hands are powerful
turning clouds back into a rainbow
words make tears lighter and lighter
breathing pain in sapphires heart

looking at distant cosmos nightly
what I read earlier starts fresh
reflection may not be the full picture
until we close a chapter gracefully
knowing they will always be there
to usher beginning s of quiet thoughts
a piece of paper holds three words
happy inside my own flaws
peace with a world mass produced
the last one was daughter simply

I placed my hand on it's definition
that dictionary never felt complete
books illustrate girls powers
each one grown a little different
beautiful in a made up face
God strips it down layer by layer
making what's inside stand out
I wanted to be the perfect daughter
I longed for Rory's heart of gold
a pinch of Matilda's magic included

realizing what makes a daughter
someone who is not flawless
shown how to love herself
talk positively about their reflection
allow for self care to nourish

most of all she learned so much
makeup and mirrors only reflect
trying to be more then authentic
more then born a female
bravely letting nobody define her

a girl raised up to be smart
stand in the same halls as men
walk those miles of greatness
pause beside others heart centered
there ideas bring east and west together
she might not be well known to you
this is the person that I love
brave bold beautiful one of a kind

Becca Joy

Saturday, May 11, 2019

Insta not grammable

Insta not grammable

listen up I see you over there
walking into that store uneasy
the world tells you too much
Instagram blurs whats real
whats not an imperfect woman
take a step back really look
don't instantly compare d.n.a

ideas spiral virally and faster
lose weight,use latest product etc...
trends are meant to be broken
a picture is not a how to guide
how to change mirrors reflection
how to fit in at every turn
be able to change almost new you

make a post unfiltered raw edges
show personality masked in glass stones
shatter he classic mold genes
pick up each shard from less
repair does not equal expectations
caption reads "this is me in real life"
see more exit app and learn this

it is not the 2.d image seen
once inside things shift gears
we have all been past those doors
letting them become a wall breathing
feel small whisper rising slowly
maybe what I read has stuck
I don't have to be your canvas

view size on tag as one weight
losing it to wear an xs or small
why do we fixate on wearing that
just because a picture showed it
a brand seen with logo out front
fit this companies body type never
buying many peices without thought

first brick breaks fast fashion leaves
every day double tap womans love evolves
love outfits see a person last
automatically ask where its from
or whats the latest product scoop
they catch your glimpse of happy
its an instant gratification that fades

as more break she walks away proud
more self infused power to unfollow
umderstand all of us glow bright
I want more time put into posting
the pictures have no voice left
conform no longer heard today
buy me takes off and gets lost

found outside where doors hide
walls are invisible no longer alive
the world seems more manageable now
Instagram shows whats inspired
how to be a better human ourselves
step up and read more captions
we are heartbeats with wings

flying through Polaraoid instant film
camers lens zoomed in on life
in a second post appears digital
there are 60 seconds in a minute
35,000 decisons daily we make
so much weekly then imagined
imagine pages as disposable cameras
forced happiness brings real joy

Becca Joy


Monday, April 8, 2019

Glow in the dark

Glow in the dark

what is this world I see around me
everthings deeper, under wonderful waves
these waters coming around the corner
a peice of one little heart grows
paper boats and tiny feet
skipping rocks and great big lakes
faces make, a joy grow brighter
I create my own glow in the dark
flew into;every rain drop smiles

all of tiny rays illuminate;quiet hours
stand upon a great treehouse in the sky
haf above special places and pixie dust
fly;trace mountains on electric wings
see happy places, awaking my creative hue
I started walking north by the lake
mystery follows this a curiosity sings
of a world fueled by questions
tangled in animal prints and campire smoke

each way I turn brings more pages
these books gather dust, googles alive
I asked what each volume could not say
where do deer go once I am asleep?
is the sun in the sky colored orange and red?
can we touch the moon and bottle it up?
how many stars are shining?
what does the nigthts movie look like?
always wanting;no sleep one bit

my feet heard no sounds, silence
really each glance more to see
flashlight may you show my need
a drop of rain is comforting heartbeat
I let it fall on pretty awesome day
walking back from mystery unfound
under clouds masked through tree roots
leaves sing, water pours quicker
I stop by a well worn dock

feeling like my world is frozen
this was my way of breathing deep
warmth of day closing these steps
journal entries written in colored ink
time every second was a minute
not realizing there is light;smiles
far away thunder talked to me
my one room cabin big in personality
one week and scribbles seem imperfect

the treehouse is no longer small
each tree grew bigger too fast
I am now that person so vibrant
jornal poems and advice reign true
making it into my new book to come

Becca Joy

Thursday, February 14, 2019

God's ecosystems

God's ecosystems

the magic of sunny days
my eyes see you in windows
a ray, always wild creature
catch joy in the sunrise

the magic of our world
waking up;fast footsteps
minutes looked upon a screen
what is all around us?

the magic in slowing down
words deeper intentions
apps not open,wifi unavailable
a greater love of real life

the magic of tiny details
a hike full;natures superheroes
look at briliant systems
eco meets an altered ego

the magic of indie adventures
paths created for humans
miles trekked beyond neon
no sign of gps,or miles to go

the magic that Jesus brings
always delivers a great surprise
hear a voice so loud
this is what you needed

the magic He carries
starts by familliar places
more in eyes of grace
glance,see a newness erupt

s spell orbits every turn
splash,sun follows deep breaths
I can feel gravity lighten clouds
His shadow never leaves

deeper still where sounds magnify
rediscover two loves for joy glows
tiptoe around wild untamed homes
leantos ground ink to pages

bye,pairs of thoughts create words
my own red letters appear
hands jumpstart a trails voice
prayer in stillness, story of courage

He led a quiet little daydream
last letter;one postcard frozen view
your glimpse into a bit of magic
I feel your ecosystems never end

we have the power inside
decide,where good rises
our footprints trace histories
what is your magical power?




Wednesday, December 12, 2018

Struggle into joy

December 2018

Struggle into Joy

the words I have read
countless times;many head spaces
expect a change in ones orbit
mine stuck beyond a verse
inside these chapters shadows
known so well,for night falls
shaped as days wake up
part of truly engaging
find ways to make God alive

alive,joy in marked passages
tiny connections relatable
why do I read the word?
it feels like my owwn joy grows
a personal thank you God
when earth makes no sense
and oceans seem bigger
your voice wrars scuba gear
breathed with ancient lungs

lungs of a great ape
heart of the flawed
only key has disappeared, burned
fly away to firey places
I don't want you near daily
my happy places aren't quiet
see,hear,taste,touch life
erase perhaps flawed chapter
pray for His voice reading it

enter that memory open
listen He can see a birds eye view
I am only in first person
talking to myself boldly
lies meet bright goodbyes
door;how can I close it?
this God leaves a signal
buried with vikings treasure
one verse beginning,healer

healer words spoken everyday
pray when a heart opens up
make the past raindrops
built from stained glass windows
pieces where I have walked
invisible wings created by you
see someone rising, healed
live as each memory transforms
slowly adds to a brilliant church

I want you near daily
my sad days are louder
happy places are discoveries
a verse standing out
shadows not so lonely
prayer "I have seen joy
come from this memory
I am loving where it has taken me
stages and blog and friends.

Becca Joy

Wednesday, October 10, 2018

My ABC's of poetry

My ABC's of poetry

Art of skies,moons and birds
Be called an original
Create echoes from dust
Deep ordinary places found
Explore find inspiration
Find your own castle
Grow in depth
Hear words out loud
Inspire in unexpected ways
Joy in every detail
Keep those warm and fuzzies
Listen to words heartbeat
Mysteries become alive
No word limits
Observe the world
Passion over perfect
Question everything
Rewrites are okay
Signatures are priceless
Take to favorite places
Use all of your five senses
View poems as grown up
Write what you feel
X marks a journey
Your never wrong
Zoom those telescopes
                  Becca Joy

Sunday, August 26, 2018

Hoo am I ?

written end of August. My 200th poem in lieu of my 20th anniversary of writing poetry and inspirational peice. Enjoy this one.

Hoo am I ?


the heartbeat of me
has always loved each letter
whose job;forms countless words
put in front of me daily
I choose to see their beauty
the beauty in the very few
asking one simple question
I wanted to see how they fly
each seed found their wings

those birds wonder gracefully
hardly looking for answer
before I sign they might come
better yet I just need time
to to view them years later
wherever I am; under the sun
I will always be curious
wanting to know about life
and see day turn to night

make the dark come alive
feel my books become me, lost
me and others almost identical
a voice that just whispers
this young mind broke away
left behind world of morphed
I was not living in Poe's brain
wanting to solve Mysteries
have my work be Annes Avonlea

it was a discovery
with golden ink in hand
this heart wished to be known
by one true name
I left imprints to scatter
foot steps wearing fuzzy socks
cozy pair of brown boots
how pretty was falls shell
stars are always moving

one may look quite the same
look closely at your map
each piece my North Star
something real I discovered
I walked beside forests
you hear the sounds of life
and ride endless carousels
remember humans made history
traced life of my heart

a heart to learn;10,000 hours
I put fun in seconds
pins;trace unexpected places
hear wonder inspired my gift
poet finding an inner warrior
read deep lines, gospel Groove
one yellow brick road unends
leads to a great wizard
the magic in finding yourself

losing a voice so dear
words on a paper became flat
I had to look back on years
found ways to grow taller
"12:2" put me on owls wings
I define vulnerabl;this idea
my stanzas never perfection
a reflection of how I see people
use my brand of joy every day

my 200th poem now complete
see my signature below
and how it has shaped me
when I learned to spell it
whether you call me Becca
or Rebecca
I give my poems a heartbeat
         

Becca Joy

Thursday, July 12, 2018

Gods blessing

Written early may

So sweet Becca 💕💕  Zaina

Truly loved the poem! It was beautiful   Fareed
We love this! So genuine and sweet  Fareed


Pic of soon to be parents



Gods  Blessing

family may live all over
coming to visit the capital Region
bringing wind from the city
you will have quite a welcome
and get to know mom's hometown
see how cool her siblings are
live in two worlds of love

love for what New York holds
pieces that mean faith;community
those places that give life
see mommy inside gym;stronger
health becomes great wealth
feel dad's kind nature float
learn his role inside a hospital

hear about a greater role
to surround you with family
family to teach God's blessing
parties that cannot be missed
and creative talents applauded
how God makes us unique
as leader of the 12:2

making people inspired
when Fridays are special
happy to hang out
blessed even more today
Titus shining smile
light up any room
your words;an inspiration

or maybe become awesome
sports may come easy
he could be a creative soul
allow discovery to pour in
those failures will turn joyful
decode failure with fun
see past the exterior walls

get to know deeper lives
wear your hat backwards
live in the present minutes
start each day with a thanks
and end with one too
be the best Jordanian possible
learn to say Amen daily

Becca Joy

Wednesday, June 27, 2018

Beautiful Star

This was written for my friends birthday, yesterday. Kara you mean so much to me and many others. In honor of her 28th birthday, the poem is 28 lines.

"This is beautiful Becca." Sarah Z.



Kara is the one with the plaid blanket. This was taken last night
on her birthday. 


Beautiful Star

this year God whispered
be wholehearted and vulnerable
find people who are authentic
find people who are blessings
people who are beautiful
a heart full of kindness
a person aiming to be better
helping hand if anxiety lurks
reminds me tomorrow is new

how much hope you've given
you lift me up so sweetly
show me how to be grounded
an explorer of His planet
make the most of my coordinates
see it in new ways with grace
walk away for joy remains
be stronger then start of day
find community under stars

what our nights bring;fire light
dusky shadows of ourselves
the beauty;it never leaves
Gods ultimate shadow loves us
you have His Image
reminds me to paint Jesus daily
and no crown is needed
to live your best life
 inner beauty isn't from looks

this year is bringing us closer