Tuesday, August 9, 2022

Dear Reflection

Dear Reflection

tell me what the mirror said
first thing this morning
how do I look flaws faced
i'm perfect really does not make sound
I can't say what it said
but all I know is a reflection

a reflection for how quiet
it's taken looking in telescopes
standing still and deep breaths
all strolls and no scrolls
mistakes not shown online
spontaneous ways we see
tell me what the mirror hasn't told

I listed off every one
it can't tell what I'm good at
or show me ways to improve
hello are you still there
one thing is always true
I can't tell you how to look
or what looks good on you

reflected back at me today
someone who has good days
someone who learns from bad ones
it takes time to love an image
find the beauty in our present

Becca Joy 

Sunday, February 6, 2022

Blessed Friends

 




My friend Melissa has been there for me so much. She has listened,read,baptized,asked and more. She came up to me for the first time. I was so out of my element. Now because of our friendship I am more than I think. She makes me feel like what I say matters. I cannot count the number of times we have laughed,cried,shined together. Thanks

Blessed Friends 


my thoughts have been altered
broken with little extra glow
how it becomes so appreciated
the days all blend together
making moments feel grand
people being so precious 
just because that's enough

read all wisdom and advice
from posts online in seconds
this feels not authentically real 
hearing it goes far deeper
I have given my whole heart
peices of wisdom later

no amount of thank yous
no reasons why 
i'm thinking of you reigns 
more love comes shouts out loud
we met in our 20s 
felt like life long friends

been through deep talks
been in multiple groups
teaching me to be more grateful
listening beyond hello
here's to what's to come 

Becca Joy